The Ludmila Confessions

Mama Palina Vasilivna in the Alamo she did not the story of the Greet Battle between Mexico and U.S.A. and David Groker and other bribe man for “The Alamo”Alamo.

After miles and miles of driving, with a drink in my hand the whole time, my dear loving mother never said a word, except to ask me “are you tired?” “No my dearest mamochka, but we’ll stop at the next motel on the way to rest one more night, before getting  to Tampa”  What she did not know was  that I could not  see any more from so many beers (and other things). Yes, I thought, good, we’ll stop one more night before getting to my sister’s house…

What have I been thinking? making this move so final, the only  life I knew was Hollywood, my only secure place where I knew everyone was Hollywood, where I still have friends, lovers…